Can barely keep my eyes open.

What is up with my body clock.

They say the mental stuff will hit around Day 30 onwards, but I’m only halfway and all these feelings of anger, hurt, disappointment, fear and loathing are crawling up my neck, under my skin, into my head, and I just want to end it here and now.


Posted on May 20, 2009, in Uncategorized. Bookmark the permalink. 2 Comments.

  1. it’s good to get it out, but never fun. i find i go through times when i have the worst practises, feel so much pain, etc and it’s because i’m opening a new part of my body, working out things, mental, emotional, that have been stored up for decades. that’s when i love to nap! good night.

    • Tell me bout it! It’s not the physical part that bugs me now, it’s the mental part that is deterring me at the moment.

      Ah well, just another hurdle, right?

      Nighty night!

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