So they say Day 1 – Day 30 are the physical changes. In this time, one would obviously encounter The Runs [a sign of dehydration / detoxing, perhaps?], super fast weight loss, stiffness [hello joints-I’ve-never-known-exist-before!] and super muscle development.
Emotional development cometh Day 31-60. That’s the emotional breakdown, the crying, the weeping, the feeling of helplessness, etc etc.
Day 61-90 hark the beginning of “Hello! It’s a new me!”.
In under 30 days, I have encountered the physical changes within the first 15 days, and the emotional stuff is hitting me, NOW. Like, HARD. In the FACE. With a sledgehammer.
I feel worthless, helpless and like a total fuck-up.
But hey, if you feel like shit and things are going terrible, it means that something good is just round the corner, right?
Or maybe I’m just being stupid.