Missing My Other Half
When I was at Teacher Training, one of the most consistent advice constantly dished out was “Come back to the Source [Bikram]” and “Trust the process”. Unfortunately for me, due to me being unable to take a week off of teaching, I have not been back at Teacher Training, though I sorely want to go.
I want to be killed by Boss again [TOUCH your forehead to the floor! Chicken shit!].
I want to remember how it was to feel like I was dying in the room.
I want to touch my neighbour next to me, to feel comforted all over again, that I am not alone on this journey of suffering, joy and melancholy.
I want to get yelled and screamed at, because nobody but Boss knows how much farther and further we can go.
Succintly : I want to get my ass kicked big time.
Watching the Spring 2010 training video just brought back memories, with me laughing when Bikram said “COME DOWN MORE BOSS, 6 INCHES, 5, 4, 3, 2 … CHICKEN SHIT”.